The Visionary.


“Editors just don’t like this type of thing” – that was the reply when I sent this “meta-poem” to my mentor. Editors…those would-be creative types who would like to see the product, not the process of the creation of the product. That’s just too messy. Sometimes, we can come to terms with the vision, and then it’s not so messy. It begins to make sense. It makes sense that the world needs poetry and music and sculpture and paintings and dance, as much as the world needs bake sales and traffic cops and people who make those little ceramic things at the top of the telephone poles. But, few of us wake up one morning and just know that we’re artists and find peace in that. The messy part is coming around to it, fighting with it, struggling against it, and then…accepting it. This poem is about that. It’s for all the visionaries who’ve struggled. May you find acceptance. We need you.


The Visionary

I come crashing to the page
skidding and screeching,
leaving eraser marks and ink smudges,
dumping out words,
freeing them from the echo
chamber of my mind.

Who understands the agony
of the artist, opening her eyes
to a sight so beautiful
or so tragic, knowing the task
is to translate this Life into a nice,
little package, an offering
to the more practical,
those entrusted with everyday
duties, free
from suffering visions,
free to accept art
as a weekend pastime, secure
in coffee table books,
dusty volumes on the shelf,
securely bolted frames on the wall?

Sophistication is the compartmentalization:
this is work time, this is play time,
family time and chore time,
and now is the time for “enrichment.”
There is no sophistication in art.
Art is the essence, and living
in the essence is an insanity
sentence, a veering off to the left
where rent and food and oil changes
are monumental tasks to undertake
while weighed down by the enormity
of waking dreams.

The finger of the omnipotent
touches the artist’s mind
within the womb,
and the brooding wound
is the cause of all severed ears,
rock-laden pockets,
and perpetual bad hair days.

What happens to visions suppressed?
The great artistic mind,
unrealized,
lives on as a Rorschach
smudge on the page,
as a muse for troubled
children and crazy folk.

© 2006, Sugah (jlk)
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